Boo.
Monday, February 26th, 2007It’s 5 AM. I’m tired. I don’t want to sleep.
I’m hungry.
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I’ve been thinking of college and junk, finally. I really have no clue what the heck I want to do.
My dream is to prove somehow the intelligence of dolphins, to learn more about dolphins then I’ve dreamed about, to do a whole lot with that. But getting there would require a lot more then I’m worth getting.
But what I’m good at is web design and computer stuff. I catch on quickly to that aspect of things, I guess because I observe what others do and try to match my stuff to that quality… failing sometimes but it can still be improved I guess.
But seriously, I haven’t a clue which direction I’ll take. I drift a bit, towards the easiest stuff for me.
I want to do web design, I know how to do it and have a general idea how work is like for it. I don’t want to do this as my career, but it’s easy for me to do.
I don’t have a clue where to start with the whole dolphin thing. I know nothing about education for it and where I could work. I really want to do this, but don’t want to put the effort into it.
Time’s passed to get into a real college, this year at least. I don’t want to wait for life to really start for me. Interests found, education earned, ready to go… but the fork in the road that I’ve found at the end of this street, it’s difficult. One road from here starts out easy, but gets rough. The other starts out rough, but gets easy. Can I cross over half-way though, or would that path be wasteful and should I start the path of my desire now?
No clue.
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There, a blog entry.
Giving the invisible audience what they want.
